this was drafted like months ago... dunno whether it relevent or not. Just cutting the corners..

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I think I'm gonna give my blog a face lift and change the resolution apparently many people opt for the smaller and unforgivable resolution. I'm busting my butt over a 17" screen with a killer graphics card and ram and I have to downgrade to a childish interface.
I cant comprehend why humans have to make it so 'user friendly. How is it user friendly when all that you want access to is more than a click away. Well, maybe the thing that makes you guys tick is a good laugh, a banging tune and a receptive desktop but I'm a bit more harder to please I guess. I have to have daily dose of randomly selected images to tantalize my senses and have all my songs divided, subdivided and categorized, linked and shortcutted( if there is such a word) across the memory spaces in my internal hard disk. The beats are arranged according to era, genre, and similarity, listed under different playlists which are HAPPY, SUPA HAPPY, OLDIES, CLASSICAL, FUSTRATED, DARK EMONESS FROM THE ABYSS, CUTE, HOT, and my forever accessible and frequented HEARTBROKEN. That’s just my music collection and it practically takes up 70% of my disk space. Then there’s my music vids which fill in time, entertain, and make reminisce of the distant past that I loved and hated so much and of course this also have been categorized and laid out to preference. Due to my Aries nature, I am always in a constant change and change is something Im too lazy to give in to especially when there tens of thousands of files to deal with. Careful consideration is put through when sorting out all my crap. What about those things which I know I’d never listen to, use or see? I usually keep them cause I know some can get some great expressions from unknowing patrons who view my chest of tricks and treasures. Movies are also abundant since I’ve nicked them from friends and foes alike. Although foes, sometimes you gotta give in for the benefit of the doubt to get greater returns.
I cant possibly bare the sight of files strewn across the desktop. I limit my desktop icons to a single column and if temporary, a second column could be negotiated but nevertheless, clutter is what I call it. For half of my life, I’ve practiced the open desk policy and a lone pencil on a desk seems pretty gawky to me. So in that pretext, I also despise people who litter, don’t tuck in their chairs and practically anything else that perceives uniformity and consistence. Enough nerd talk.

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haha... not bad. at least the spunk hasnt gone anywhere.

Another one that I havent published

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Oh my gosh.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
How can this be? How can life be so condescending and cruel?!!! I can’t believe that I’s gone! It’s gone forever? No, that can’t be. I have been a loyal and passionate fan of the artist’ work and I can’t comprehend the fact that he’s kicked he bucket on one of the most moving, hilarious and controversially amusing series of entertainment. The artwork he produces is impeccable and I can NEVA DREAM of ever getting my drawing skills to match his. His manga was easy to digest and the story was an easy one to build and clichés aren’t particularly noticeable since you’re so caught up in the life of our beloved character Metis with his compadres Charles and Jay and a saucy encounter with the highschool jock, Josh. Huh? You’ve never heard of it? If you have then kudos, but for those who have missed he action…*winks*…. Then I’m sorry for you’re loss. By that being said, I have also lost my purpose to live!...Not really but at least a purpose to wake up the next day smiling and looking forward to a new day… groans… now I have to find something else that will inject me a dose ecstasy once in a while when day turns gloomy and the nights unsettling. The manga that I’ve been ranting about is Honeydew Syndrome…a gay comic. Yes, you read it perfectly fine… I typed gay. At least its not ‘lustful’ or anything. Its just a light comic to down and gets the funniest reaction from you… ecstatic screaming of total delight in my case. Sighs… at least I’ve got their wallpaper….

Sobs….

Let bygones be bygones (for now… I’ll go find someone who has the remaining part of the series) and go on to my next topic is my utter fascination for the American idol contestant Adam Lambert! Kyaaaaa!~~~ XD How can a girl resist his great personality and his dark looks and killer pipes. I can tell you, he could out dress me in the gothic sense. I got black attire that would get the gothic population peeved. But his ensemble is tasteful and gets the statement across without going overboard. Dark eyeliners? Nope. Black painted nails. Check. Japanese style hairdo. Heehee Oodles of chains and accessories. Check. A jacket to top it off… man his guy just kills me. The only drawback… hmm, maybe it’s the fact he’s 10 year my senior and he doesn’t look it. XD His rendition of Rolling Stone’s Satisfaction is crazy and I’ve been listening to it since his last performance. In fact, as I’m typing this entry I’m listening and watching his American idol performance. My dad also think his singing is extraordinary and its safe to say my bro also supports this dude. I’m also hooked on the old meatloaf songs…XD

Signing out

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Oh gosh, how can i forget... ADAM LAMBERT DIDNT WIN?!?!?! Cumon man, it's known that he IS a clear mile way better than that baby faced cute guy. Well, america has voted and I think its down right insulting. Haha. No offence.

My college isn't really growing on me, but somethings has made it worthwhile cause there are human beings there. Apparently humans have that effect. Recently there was a dean's list ceremony. I'm obviously one of the recievers since it isn'y that hard to get anything above B. The turn -up really sucked though. A lot of people didn't turn up and I wasted my energy on clapping for parties that didn't come. Heres the snapshots i was able to salvage...(didn't have a legitimate camera... dang)

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Testing the camera.... This is ma fwend from architecture... she got 4.00 man!~ Woot. U go gurl. This chick is Syafiqah. Not Fiqah, not Shah, definately not Shafiq. XD

This was an attempt to take a pic of the dude I like..haha!~ Wani didn't know. She told me if I wanted the pic of the dude she would have leaned over the other direction...XD He has a pointer of 3.88. I know cause it was displayed on the bulletin board.XD